• On losing loved ones

    A lifetime of interaction reduced to just a name on grave marker. Something is hollowed out, a vacuum unfilled. While living, we gave so much weight to feelings: anger, humiliation, humor, humility, assigning ill intention, assigning blame, false accusation, second-guessing and self-projection. Just stressed out. Just figuring it all out. Then understood, finally (no finality…

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  • Tet 75

    Tet 75

    Just as in Final Destination, the series, I had similar premonition: Tet 75 would be my last! (God knows I have tried: same time of the year, same place, but as Thomas Wolfe put it, “You can’t go home again”.) Enrolling in pre-med, I was with a mission: to pass the entrance exam. Yet Tet…

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  • Dead Samaritan

    Dead Samaritan

    https://www.yahoo.com/news/georgia-fire-chief-stopped-help-165440802.html Fire Chief. Stopped to help. Shot to death. News like this don’t normally grab the headline. Or currently, in California, Los Angeles to be more exact, firefighters are exhausting, overworked and hopefully, not under-appreciated. I watched The Towering Inferno the other night and came away with a much deeper appreciation for those who “gave…

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  • Speed of clock

    Speed of clock

    Inside CPU’s, clocks. They are instrumental to squeeze max performance out of those chip set. We want train, plane and automobile to arrive on time and on point at the speed of clock. On the football field, except for Time-Out, the clock and the score board nudge the ball forward, most pressing and precious are…

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  • Belief-Action

    Belief-Action

    At times, due to the widening gap between Belief and Action, I tone down the Left side of the equation albeit still reaching. Who wouldn’t want to live a fuller version of the ideal self? Getting things done. Praised by the people. Projects completed, under promised and over delivered. As it turns out, with so…

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  • Past as Prologue

    Past as Prologue

    1949 in Taiwan. 1963 in S. Vietnam. 1972 in the Philippines. 2024 in S. Korea. US allies cling to power by declaring Martial Law. All from Asia, where face-saving as King Midas phrased it:” all made of blood and illusion”. Given this uncompromising reality, we live on an imperfect world, at the fork of lesser…

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  • Re-engineering life

    Re-engineering life

    We’ve been dreaming, sleepwalking to avoid our reality of war and strife. As in “Don’t dream it’s over”, we skip the front page and go right to the TV page. Amuse ourselves to death. Why not. It’s “free” (paid for by programmatic advertisers). In modern parlance, it means to click on YouTube page – our…

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  • Differences

    Differences

    Anthropologists recently discovered in ancient Kenya two sets of footprints – both placed in the same time span. Conclusion: people of differences co-existed. Yes, they were different. Yes, homo sapiens survived violent upheavals (man-made) and evolutionary challenges (nature causes). It doesn’t always have to be homogeneity (in group) since each group contains intra-DNA differences (in…

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  • The quiet Vietnamese

    Unlike Pyle the quiet American (Brendan Fraser also in George the Jungle and the Scout), his Vietnamese counterpart – our fictional Phuc – is truly quiet. He wouldn’t venture out to dance nor to make waves. Not good to draw attention to oneself until and unless looking anti-social in a socially mediated society (odd man…

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  • myPace

    myPace

    I am slow to catch on. Always have been… trailing behind much older sibling and parent. When I barely attended school, they had already hummed: “Tout les garcons et les filles de mon age se promene dans la rue…et les yeux dand les yeux”. I stayed home, alone, with just a ball for company. Later,…

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