House of Rising Sun

One of my first guitar solos was House of Rising Sun.

Chu Van An High School music room, with two electric guitars, one bass guitar and a drum set.

Long was on bass, Son counted the beat and Hung, son of a dancing instructor, played rhythm. And one, and two: Am, C …. And so we went on. Practice, practice and practice.

We not only developed our musical ability, we melted into a band, a team.

Do not play too loud. Let me lead.

Long’s smile will always stay with me. He often sat down (perhaps because we did not have enough guitar straps). Long is now dead.

The House of Rising Sun still sees the sun rising every morning. So is Long’s smile. Memories of yesterday are wired permanently in my brain. Nothing gonna change my world.

Yesterday. Imagine. How Can I Tell Her (when is it easy, telling someone that we’re through).

I visited New Orleans a couple of times, tried out Cafe Du Monde, even ate an allegator burger.

I tried to check out the neighborhood, to see which one best represent House of Rising Sun.

Last night, my date said when she first listened to this song, she had cried.

I figured, that’s why you were here with me over dinner. Got to have shared interests and shared emotions. House of Rising Sun, and Don’t let the sun go down on me…(E John).

Music evokes not only a time. It triggers and resonates long hidden emotions.

Where was that and when was it that we first heard that song. “The first time, I ever saw your face”.

And because Rock came to Vietnam during the war, Rock and anti-war sentiment seemed to be cousins.

To hear it those tunes again is to open up unprocessed pain.

Until one finds it “once again, in Green Fields”.

I know. It’s not “the end of the world” just yet, but it sure seems to be ended ‘when you said ‘goodbye'”.

House of Rising Sun. I miss you Long, guitarist, pianist, friend, teacher, husband and father. RIP. We soon will join you in that House of Rising Sun.

To bring the band back.

The guitar master

As I saw him open the door, I said “Guitar Master”.

He after all has played for as long as my memory can serve me: on the roof behind my house, and at various venues in Saigon.

Still with that baritone voice and impeccable sense of humor.

“You might think I am old, but put me out there at the street corner, I will get picked up in five minutes!”.

(I understood the context, so I added the punch line: “right, by xe-om” – scooter-taxi.)

He mixed and matched some oldies with Rock and Roll. Even played Apache by the Shadows for warm up.

At Mimosa Cafe, he played in an enclosed lounge, not outdoors as at Vuong Tron in Go Vap.

We talked about appreciating small things.

He after all had a minor stroke (without the fainting and falling): guitar fell out of his hand, couldn’t make out what the other person was trying to say etc… He wanted to make sure I understood what it takes to move on with help from both Lipitor and tradional acupuncture.

A blend of East and West.

His friend was also my friend (recently died of cancer) since we move in limited circle of musicians and fan.

He could easily finish my sentences, same way I could take his song one octa higher.

Still cool, with pony tail and black T-shirts, the man grows to be a permanent fixture, albeit not boring.

He has learned to deflect uninvited comments and challenges. “Save the energy” seems to be his motto.

After all, he got 8 shows a week year round. He keeps a brief break since it’s a two-hour one-man show.

Master of his old destiny and of his instruments: guitar and vocal.

Unique Selling Proposition.

Can’t be duplicated (unless I moved in his turf, keep dreaming Thang).

I excused myself for not staying till the end .

After all, I had heard what I came for: he dedicated a special number to me: Reflections of My Life.

This was after he had heard my brief story about minor stroke, which we both experienced.

Guitar Master, guitar apprentice.  My guitar gently weeps. What a waste that the Who and Prince, both tossed their valuable piece of instrument after each show.

At MCI, I gave away one electric guitar to promote our brand at a local event.

What do you expect when musician became marketer? You got the spirit of brotherhood (Get Together) and energy.

I know our vein might break someday, but My Guitar still only gently weeps.

You can always play bass after two smallest strings gave. The beauty of the band. The beauty of being human and entertainers.

The-Man Band

He is the man. My man.

Summer night 40 some years ago, he practiced his guitar on the roof behind my house (like a line in Your Song).

Today he is still playing, whistling and singing.

On previous trips, I watched him perform along with two other members in an outdoor cafe.

Slowly, it winded down to two.

Last night, just him, the man.

What struck me was his coolness even when had to change cartridges in between numbers.

Stage hand, guitarist, singer, all in one. Machine and Me.

Maximum efficiency, reduced costs and rising unemployment.

The force of automation spares no one.

I could have called with my condolences (his mother had passed away a few months back).

But something cannot be done via a machine.

It has to be done with a hand grip, human connection and “hood” solidarity.

We went way back, more than 40 years.

He picked up a few guitar tricks from my older brother, I from him.

What goes around comes around.

In Vietnam, we keep reaffirming that the Earth is round, as if tomorrow, its shape might change.

Ironically,  while recycled to a third-tiered cafe on the outskirt of former Saigon, Cafe Vuong Tron (Square & Round) , he remained happy since “they still applauded” he told me.

Square and Round it was.

Young audience held their breaths between numbers.

He had that effect on this young generation (where else can you find a Johnny Cash like, all in black and pony tail in Saigon suburb).

They asked if he had a CD out.

He said he would think about it.

Maybe he should.

How long more can he go on like this (I am only 64, he said).

But when and if he had a recording out, I am not sure it would come across the same way.

Last night, it poured toward the end of his performance.

He switched unreservedly to Who’ll Stop the Rain.

I am sure a CD can play that song as well. But it wouldn’t have those silence in between songs.

It wouldn’t have his comments like “what are you hiding in there behind the tarp”.

It wouldn’t have me, his loyal fan, long time neighbour and unpaid apprentice, to start an applause.

As if to confirm my sidekick status, he asked me to help carry his guitar to the parking lot.

There, the amplifier was fitted in his scooter’s front basket.

His backpack wore backward toward the front, and guitar strapped across his shoulder.

After putting on poncho over his helmet, he waved goodbye, riding into the then still rainy night.

Like a shadow from the past, he had just logged in another trip back and forth to the 60’s.

Gen Y paid only for a coffee to enter his world, his space and his ambience.

They were taken up by a variety of musical expressions, which I am sure, are quite foreign to their world.

He helped unveil the past and even their future.

Music could transport you either way. I know this because during break, a young man asked if he could come up stage and play.

Our man was secure enough by then to play stage hand (the way Paul Simon letting a young female audience to share his stage)

and sit back to watch his reincarnation. The young singer was in student white , his song was raw and delivery green; but the budding emotion was there.

Old analog “Johnny Cash” will soon be replaced by digital new voice, new expression and new confidence.

That confidence says,” by these notes, I declare, you (the audience) and I (singer) are one, indivisible in our pursuit of happiness and heartbreak.” It will all be OK, however this is played out. Look at the man anchored  through time and turbulence, poverty and new-found wealth.

His steady hand still changes chords, changes CD’s and changes the audience’s skepticism. He plays at Vuong Tron, Go Vap District on Sunday Morning and Monday nights. But he had definitely played on the roof behind my house. I still remember My Sweet Lord guitar solo part.

He taught me that. “But it takes so long my Lord”. For me, 40 plus years was long but not long enough to change our man and our memory.

I really want to be with you, but it takes so long my Lord.