Saigon Central (Ga Saigon)

The track is still there. So is the prominent display of coal locomotive.

Hard to get there though, tuck in the back of winding District 3 streets.

I checked out the logistic and lay-out: upstairs for ticketing, and downstairs with hamburger stores.

My sister loves to take train to Hanoi. She grew up reading the Hunchback of Notre Dame, Dr Zhivago etc…

Northerners like herself left for Southern cities Bien Hoa and Saigon, the train’s last stop.

A few European backpackers were seen walking about, awaiting departure.

But Saigonese are more inclined to taking scooters and buses.

Train, cinema and snail mail are now things of the past.

I used to hear ” Biet Ly” play in my home.

Biet Ly, nho nhung tu day…..oi coi tau nhu xet nat tam hon (Adieu, start missing from here on….the train whistles through the heart leaving deep cuts)_

I want to feel their pain. Evacuation and separation.

Even when you can come back, the place has changed.  So have you.

Saigon Central itself has changed: from running on coal to diesel or mixture.

Old movies love train scenes: the long coat, the longing, then the steps, the suitcases before the reunioin embrace.

Reunion and Au revoir. Embrace moi.

Saigon Central got its shares of tearful goodbyes.

Perhaps from more previous generations than mine.

Today’s airport with added security after 9/11 takes romance out of the equation.

People kiss goodbye nevertheless.  When will I see you again?

Only the longing hearts in synch know.

Here, there or in the air.

Saigon Central is just a destination. Last stop in the line.

But it has served its time, blowing up some steam and dropping off millions.

Perhaps my families as well. I can feel it in my bones. Can’t prove it. Just took in the scene today and knew that it was a dying breed. Like the cinema. Like the snail mail.  A la recherche du temps perdu.

Decoding the thing called Love

Knock three times on the ceiling if you want me, twice on the pipe if the answer is No.

We communicate, therefore we are.

Language of the heart.

The vibe. Hearts in sync. Le vent la mer le soleil et la pluie.

Heaven and Earth aligned.

Yin and Yan.

Mothers Day and Fathers Day.

Be brave.

Ask her. Some kids in the future are crying out: “ask her”.

Pappa. Maman.

Trial and error. Tried and true.

Fear not that which you needed most.

Love and fear, two sides of the same coin.

Three times if you want me. Twice on the pipe if the answer is No.

Sending the message in the bottle.

Recording it on papyrus and on (I)pad.

Sending the message via SMS.

Sending an e-mail, in mail, snail mail.

But send it.

Encode it.

She is smart enough to decode it.

It’s the male species who are slow in intuition.

Hello, is it me you are looking for.

I just want, to say, I love you.

We live in a society starving for the real thing.

Yet, all we’ve got are substitutes: for sweetheart we got sweet taste (sugar free), for skin and flesh we got silicon fillings.

Our hearts long to be set free. Yet, it cannot be freed until it is joint with others’.

As long as we decide. Then no more hearts on the roam.

They are meant to be in sync, to the same beats.

When the music stops, the joined hearts beat on. To their own rhythms.

He who listens to these beats will find happiness.

Knock three times on the ceiling if you want me. Twice on the pipe, if the answer is No.