35 years ago, I saw frequent planes leaving the Capital of South Vietnam, then called Saigon.
I sensed that something was coming down.
And that my life would never be the same.
It turned out that my hunch was correct: two weeks later, I stood across from the US embassy to watch
helicopters leaving from its roof helipad.
Mind you, I wasn’t one of the VIP’s (or my family for that matter).
So we had to settle for the river alternative. Sort of Steve Martin and John Candy’s “trains, planes and automobiles” Christmas eve.
Had to board some mode of transportation. Had to get home (they even played White Christmas on the GI radio to signal withdrawal).
Hasty evacuation. President Ford signed the Operation Frequent Wings, which authorized a one-time sanctuary and humanitarian airlift
as long as it was within that 24-hour window (which coincided with 24-hour curfew imposed by the then-transitional government).
So me, Steve Martin equivalence, pulled one of those teary “father of the bride” .
The “bride”: my former hometown, Saigon.
The “father” of the bride: me, its faithful 19-year resident.
One last basketball game? Sure. I went dancing. And dance I did.
As if there would never be a tomorrow. (I also managed to raise some money from my freshman class for refugees who were pouring into the city. Ironically, it’s one of those barges they had been on, turned out to be mine a few weeks later).
When one actually was out to sea and looked back to the skyline that once was one’s city, through a veil of tears mixed in with rain and salty air,
one experienced that “death in the family” feeling. Perhaps it was my youth that got buried that day. Or innocence. Or forced migration.
Whatever the sociological depiction of this exile and exodus experience (five stages of grief?), I knew I paid a hefty price for something I hadn’t done, or worse off,
something I didn’t intend to do (like California Dreaming for instance). There was no time for reflections ever since.
Fast food. Fast lane. Fast refund.
Yet Vietnamese overseas have sent money home, at the current rate of $7B per year.
Not bad for a load of brain drain.
In fact, the only sound I did not seem to find while on my trips back to Vietnam lately was gun and chopper sound.
It’s peace time Vietnam now. And consumerism is gaining traction (you will find “com tam Cali” chain e.g. Fast Wok California).
Or a bunch of Viet Kieu (expats) opened a chain of Hooters-like bars (whose names conveniently are the street numbers they found themselves located at).
So, next time, join me and cheers. Operation Frequent Lift (of beer cans). Life is too short. And “we don’t have no time to drink that beer.”
I hear America’s Tin Man fading in, so it’s about time to sign off. But I must tell you, it has been a trip on ” Ventura Highway”, in the sunshine:
I have seen quite a lot ever since (not counting the Fall of Saigon and the burning monk): Three Mile Island, Boat People exodus, Rodney King Riot,
Northridge quake, dot.com boom and burst and recent Recession.
Quite a ride. And who cares about the view from the roof top. I am not one of the VIP’s. I look forward to my tax refund, still, after being here since 1975.
Can’t wait to see what’s the roof top view can afford me? Hope this time, the window of opportunity is longer than 24 hours, and the parameters larger than 100 kilometers (international waters, where the 7th fleet was waiting with my ride to America). Trains, planes and barges. Whatever mode of transportation that can get you from A to B. Again, Louis L’Amour is right: the problem with man is that he cannot stay put in one place.